Getting older..

When we were young:
Birthday is something very important. It shows that we are growing into a person which will someday contribute to others. Parents will make a celebration for their kids to leave them sweet childhood memories.

When we are old (very old):
Celebrating birthday is like showing your thankfulness for another year of survival..chance given by God to live. Maybe to accomplish dreams or just to spend more time with the people u love.

When we are just considered as adult:
Hurm..how do i feel about my birthday this year? I'm 22 now and I have no big achievement in my life. I'm not fully independent coz I still depends on my parents. Sometimes I feel like there is nothing to celebrate about. I dun even bother if anyone remembers it or celebrate it with me.

Last nite exactly on 12 midnite I got a msg from Alin,my younger sister. It was very unexpected..since I always argue with her all the time. In my point of view, I'm a strict brother who always push my sister to be independent. I always think that she need to learn to survive just in case...considering my parents almost in their late 50. I wanted to reply..but my ego says no. Hurm..maybe juz being stubborn. -__-"

Then this evening..I was still considering if i should celebrate my birthday. Then I got a call from my housemates wishing me happy birthday. They went to KL so I can't celebrate with them. So I juz spend my day watching anime. Then I remembered that I promised my colleague in PJH that I will enjoy my life as a student and never leave any regrets. So I asked my other frens to eat together. I treat them at Pizzahut without telling any reason why. I dun need them to wish me happy birthday..but juz to spend time with me. That the most important thing that matters to me.

Just now I checked my friendster account and there were a few comments wishing me happy birthday. I'm glad that at least there are somebody that remember it. I really glad that I asked my frens out..coz I will surely regret it if I didn't.